Friday, January 15, 2010

Friday...Made it!

Well folks, it's Friday. I'm so happy to be done with the work week! This weekend is still going to be a lot of work though. We are house hunting. I'm hoping to find a gem in the next two days so to get the best chance of that, we had to book a whole lot of places to see! I'm not sure how it's going to go with Little Miss. I don't know how much she'll appreciate getting in and out of the car over and over but it'll be ok. If it gets too bad, I'll be happy to go back to the apartment with her and let MH continue the hunt! I couldn't really think of much of a subject today so I'm just going to tell you about things in general.
Today was a rough one for some reason. It's cloudy again and I started thinking about how much I loved cloudy days in Colorado. I would look forward to them. Obviously, now I understand that it was most likely because it was always sunny! But another reason I loved them so much is because I would listen to weepy music all day and just enjoy the darkness around. Well, I don't have any of my cd's and my Pandora radio is blocked at work so all I wanted this morning was to listen to John Mayer. It started my day off not so good. Then I just started getting pissed off at everything around me. I hate the stupid faucets in the bathrooms here. They are the type that you have to push and then they only allow you to have a certain amount of water before it shuts off. Then I was hungry, like usual, and I wanted to go to lunch but the person I was going to lunch with wasn't ready. And I'm bored out of my mind! I have nothing to do at work and everyone else is busy so I can't ask for them to start training me on things I need to know. So after all of this complaining going on in my head, I decided I needed a new outlook. When I am grumpy, the whole world does not revolve around me, surprisingly. So I decided to knock it off with the attitude. Boredom does not help an attitude like that so I need to refocus all of that negative energy into something positive. I just need to find something to refocus on while I'm at work. Eventually, I will have too much to do and will be complaining about how busy I am so I should be thankful for this small window of downtime and do some stuff that I've been meaning to do for a while but haven't had time. I understand that I'm a pessimist but I'm actually starting to get sick of this depressed, negative attitude that I have! I want to feel happy again! I'm the only one that can do that though, right?

Positive Milwaukee Note: I talked to someone a while ago about moving here and he told me that his wife hated Milwaukee for the first four months they were here. Now she can't imagine living anywhere else because she loves it so much. That tells me there is a light at the end of the tunnel!

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